Hay bartender,
poor me something strong,
not to forget,
just to sit with the weight of it all.
Make it dark,
like the nights I can\u2019t sleep,
make it burn,
like the thoughts I can\u2019t drown.
No chaser, no ice,
let it sting the way life does,
let it remind me that I\u2019m still here,
even if I don\u2019t know why.
Hay bartender,
do you ever wonder,
how many people drink,
just to feel a little bit less empty?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Hay bartender,poor me something strong,not to forget,just to sit with the weight of it all.Make it dark,like the nights I can\u2019t sleep,make it burn,like the thoughts I can\u2019t drown.No chaser, no ice,let it sting the way life does,let it remind me that I\u2019m still here,even if I don\u2019t know why.Hay bartender,do you ever wonder,how many … Read more<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-38","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-3am-thoughts-and-musings"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/eddhosting.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/38","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/eddhosting.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/eddhosting.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eddhosting.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eddhosting.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=38"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/eddhosting.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/38\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/eddhosting.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=38"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eddhosting.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=38"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eddhosting.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=38"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}